Not Sure....

Tides are changing...Kyle is going back to the states. Estela is back. Bills are being passed in Arizona that make me feel sick to my stomach. I am going to be a Senior and graduate Pitzer College. I want to work with children. I want to run, hide, go on adventures. Sing, Scream. Cry. The world is full of so much and taking us in so many directions. I can´t imagine 20 years from now, let alone 100. I do not fear the future, nor do I wonder, but only hope. Hope that my children, and children´s children can grow up in beautiful community spaces and learn how to create these spaces to share with others. I am not sure how I feel right now. Sad, happy, blessed, pensive...I am one. We are all one. There are so many one´s. Not sure where my mind is taking me right now, but its flying. Running, twisting, turning. I just met someone who wants to hitch-hike to Guatemala. Maybe I can go with her!!!! We will see...